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Demoralize EP [DELUXE]

by Fuck the Mainstream (F.T.M)

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1.
So Long 02:34
So Long Words: Thompson * Music: Ayala / C. Gonzales/ De La Torre/ Flores Evan Williams – quarter to two / Not knowing what I was about to go through / Distraught images…Scratching at my eyes…/ Loud screeching screams echo through the street / It’s not my fault – it’s not my fault / Listen bitch bleed all you want / I couldn’t kill you even if I was just joking… / Mangled, tormented, sun rotted corpses / Mind numbing needles jammed in scar tissue / Sometimes we do what we want to / Sometimes we do what we have to / Don’t blame me for your shame / You lost this game and the world of the sane… / Fucked up, broken shards of glass / Broken & shattered among the mass / So sit & drown with the media clown / Media circus, chaotic vultures of prey… / It’s been… So long x8 / Smokey gun barrels held in the air /Blood gushing through throat slits / Gasping for air…/ Drowning in a puddle of blood / Straight from my heart!! / Razors glisten in a pool of blood / [Headlines, glossy prints, cover story, glossy print] / [Headlines, glossy prints, cover story, glossy print] / Evan Williams – quarter to two / Not knowing what I was about to go through / Distraught images…Scratching at my eyes… / Loud screeching screams echo through the street / It’s not my fault – it’s not my fault Listen bitch bleed all you want / I couldn’t kill you even if I was just joking… / Smokey gun barrels held in the air / Blood gushing through throat slits / Gasping for air… / Drowning in a puddle of blood / Straight from my heart!! / Razors glisten in a pool of blood / The vultures are swarming down / Gasping, I have not a frown! So Long!!! ©2002 Fuck the Mainstream. All rights reserved
2.
Born Dead 04:10
BORN DEAD Lyrics: Thompson * Music: Ayala / De LA Torre / C. Gonzales / Flores Smiles of innocence / lies hidden in your eyes / some people need to lie / others need to die / So, why cry? / When nothing goes your way... / Another lie, Another Day / So you hate yourself? / Well you should / Believe the empty promises / No Remorse / Just a little white lie to help pass the time / Another veil of hidden truths trapped behind that smile / Everything so PERFECT / What could be better? / HOW ABOUT THE TRUTH!?! / Stories of long ago... / with people I don't know / What's so great about lying to yourself? / "Well the truth hurts so much, So now I'm numb" but that's a lie / Tormented at birth / real life is so sad / you try to make everyone glad... / Or so you thought / Believe the empty promises / No Remorse, Just a little white lie to help pass the time.../ MISERY CATCHES UP / SO DO YOUR LIES / I HEAR YOUR CRIES / Is all this really worth someone else's opinion? / The Tears in your eyes confirm all of the lies / As I hear you say... I was born dead... / "I'm so lonely & scarred / I lie so much I fear myself / I feel empty inside / Wasted my life for these lies! / Do you hear my cries? / I feel as though I was Born Dead! / " With that a noise lights up the street... / Well one more dead... / Face the truth / don't run from your lies / So, you won't have to compromise with your life... / Believe the empty promises / no remorse / just a little white lie to help pass the time... / I was Born Dead... / Smiles of Innocence lies hidden in your eyes... / Some people need to lie / others need to die / So why cry? / When nothing goes your way... / ANOTHER DAY, ANOTHER LIE! / SO YOU HATE YOURSELF? / WELL YOU SHOULD! / ANOTHER DAY, ANOTHER LIE!!! / I WAS BORN DEAD!!! ©2001/2002 Fuck the Mainstream. All rights reserved
3.
FTM 02:22
"F.T.M." Lyrics: Thompson * Music: Ayala / De La Torre / C. Gonzales / Flores Starry Eyed youth / The Corporate Tooth / Sign your life away / though you will be paid... / You're a corporate puppet / A kite on a string / Where the wind blows / You'll be sure to go!!! / You claim your ignorance gives you innocence / Think for yourself / No one else!!! / The bait is set / Will you bite? / Money's like a worm on hook / A little bit of pleasure,Fuck load of pain! / Just another face to add to HELL! / Fight to be yourself / Fight to be who you are / So you can say... / FUCK THE MAIN$TREAM!!! / BE THE MAIN$TREAM!!! / MTV makes wannabes... / So many of you, I can't tell who's who... / They all suck anyway!!! / You're a corporate puppet / A kite on a string / Where the wind blows / You'll be sure to go!!! / I could go tomorrow,but at least I can say-FUCK THE MAIN$TREAM!!! / [close your eyes & visualize the goal] /Don't let it ruin your soul.. / Thank chance of luck for the FREEDOM to THINK! / Cause it sure as fuck isn't hereditary!![No Shit] / It's up to you if you get bought & sold!! / FTM!!! / You're a corporate puppet / A kite on a string / Where the wind blows /You'll be sure to go!!! / F - T- M ... ©2002 Fuck the Mainstream. All rights reserved
4.
"Empty Reality" [home demo] Lyrics: Thompson * Music: De La Torre / Ayala / C. Gonzales / Flores Memories of time gone away / Breathes lost in nothingness / fate is your only bliss / light stretches across the land / eclipsing us in sin / frozen in pure hate / sedate yourself & drift away / let your mind fade away / forget those who hold you back / start to listen to the world outside / the news corrupts your mind / feel the hate / lose the faith / more toxins in my mind / Another life passes by / I pray for death to delete my past / a fading memory... / A fake reality... / I get the best of me / Life is the worst in me / This is the empty reality / I got the best of me... / Death gets the best of me... / FOR NOW LIFE IS LOST! / FOREVER LIFE CONTINUES! / FORGET UNSOLVED ISSUES! / ANGER LEADS US TO DANGER! / EVIL TEMPTS US ALL OUR LIVES!!! / EVIL TEMPTS US ALL OUR LIVES! / TRAPPED WITH ALL OF THIS STRIFE!!! ©2002 Fuck the Mainstream. All rights reserved.
5.
Crucified State[HOME DEMO] Words: Thompson * Music: Ayala / De la Torre / C. Gonzales / Flores Numerology written in the name / Take in vain - can’t complain / Astrological maniacal constellations / A hell bent nation ready to burn / So you ready to play? / I gotta a game – it’s called “shoot yourself in the head” / Here’s your daily bread break it in two / Seeing all things red!!! / So I’m dieing... / Why keep trying - when your timings so off? / Blood red – Bullet in your head – I’m not dead... / Tear away at broken skin! / Sin begins with a four letter word... / Fuck – Fuck Today – Fuck Tomorrow – Fuck you! / Rotten like an apple – Bought like snapple / Going back and forth - Lost self worth / Needles in my skin destroy the wretched shell / Caught in a lie - Can't take sides... / They're closing in – tomorrow never / Pull the lever to sever disgust – Mistrust – Fake lust / Feel the rust coming down - I'm not you / Tear away at broken skin... / Sin begins with a four letter word... / Fuck – Fuck this feeling – Fuck the healing FUCK THE MAINSTREAM!!! / Absence – Presence – No coherence / I.E.N.? Crucified State! / Numerology written in the name / Take in vain - can’t complain / Astrological maniacal constellations / A hell bent nation ready to burn / So you ready to play? / I gotta a game – it’s called “shoot yourself in your head” / Here’s your daily bread - break it in two / Seeing all things red!!! / So I’m dieing... / Why keep trying - when your timings so off? / Blood red – Bullet in your head – I’m not dead... / Tear away at broken skin! / Sin begin s with a four letter word... /Fuck – Fuck Today – Fuck Tomorrow – Fuck you! / Rotten like an apple – Bought like snapple / Going back and forth - Lost self worth / Needles in your skin destroy the wretched shell / Caught in a lie - Can't take sides... / They're closing in – tomorrow never /Pull the lever of self disgust – Mistrust – Fake lust / Feel the rust coming down - I'm not you / Tear away at broken skin... / Fuck – FUCK - Fuck this feeling – Fuck the healing / FUCK THE MAINSTREAM!!! / FUCK THE MAINSTREAM!!! / FUCK THE MAINSTREAM!!! / Absence – Presence – No coherence.. / Numerology written in the name / Take in vain - can’t complain / Astrological maniacal constellations / A hell bent nation ready to burn / So you ready to play? / I gotta a game – it’s called “shoot yourself in the head” / Here’s your daily bread - break it in two /Seeing all things red!!! / I hate you... *I.E.N = Is Everything Nothing * 9= I = Is / 15= O = Opportunity / 5 = E = Everything ©2002 Fuck the Mainstream. All rights reserved.
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* Lyrics are the same. Interesting side note however, this audio comes from a VHS that was filmed for the event.

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Originally released in mid 2002 as a three song demo EP with revolving cover art. The demo was soon reissued with with 3 additional bonus tracks, along with stable album art. A promotional VHS video was shot for "FTM" was also shot at the time.

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released January 16, 2003

Wil.T - Vox
Karrie - Lead Guitar
Nada - Rhythm Guitar
Solrac - Bass
Machine Gun Stove - Drums

Tracks 1-3 recorded in Adan’s Garage,BeEville,Tx Fall ‘02 by
Adan De La Torre. Tracks 4&5 recorded in Will’s House
BeEville,Tx Summer ‘03 by Will Thompson. Track 6 recorded
live at ifeelsick 2003, at the Bee County Coliseum
BeEville, Tx by Aaron Vasquez on VHS. All songs written & performed
by Fuck the Main$tream. F.T.M. would like to thank their
families & friends, Addicktion,Rowdy,Barragan, Scott Stone,
Jon Box, Jacky, The Kellers, Jamie, Jo B, Keathon, Zane & Jess
Livengood, Feeling Zero, Full Scale Riot, Ruben & the DTR, Zero’s,
Roadside Tavern, Boomer, Dan & Mike @ Dark E. anyone we forgot,
and most importantly our fans! For more info, pics, songs,
updates and more @ www.myspace.com/fuckthemainstream
www.fuckthemainstreamrecords.com
E-mail: ftmrecordsinc@yahoo.co.uk

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